Kind of sad today!

Reflecting back on all the Blog posts, one thing that reminded me going through some of them. It showed me over time that I had won a "Chinese Sister" Lily as I took my Journey finding Qing (my Wife now of almost 13 years). As we communicated for many years, I am now sad to realize that I might have lost her. I have send half dozen of letters to her via Yahoo  Mail and have not received a reply back. Got me worried for her, because the last time I received a letter from Lily. That stated her Dad wasn't doing well at all and after her Mom, I think she has lost him also. Plus, she always told me; that she didn't want to interfer with my marriage to Qing. Something I've told her that was never the case, she would always be my Mei Mei. I do wish she is alright and doing well, as I will still try to write to her and see where it goes.