One might think, that I have forgotten?
This is far from being True! As I remember each and every year that goes by, that I ones was married to a wonderful Lady. Anyone that had the pleasure calling such a "Lady" your "Wife", knows exactly what I'm talking about.
Let's go back a couple of days and we will come to Nancy's Birthday as well. I had chosen that day to go and visit her Gravesite. I felt more comfortable for some reason unknown to me? Maybe I do know? I did not want to be there on the date she passed away. This brings me to realize, it's been "Five" years already that have passed. I know time flies, but not like this! I of course picture what it would be like, was she still here?
One thing is certain, I would not have gone to China and find a equally wonderful Person in Qing. Life is strange for sure, when we look back that is and sum it all in as a whole. It definitely makes me believe, ones Path through Life is all set and planned by .. none other than "God" himself.
I can honestly say, if I was to pass away today .. I would do it with a smile. My Life to this point has been every bit rewarding and blessed. I also know who to thank the most, but I do have many wonderful People ( Family/Friends alike) to also give my Due's.
I didn't intent to make sad Post's here, as this is a Blog of "Happiness" and so it should stay to the finish. You might ask how I feel right now, writing this? I tell you, I feel happy and have not a sad bone in my body anymore. I have Candles burning in the room I'm writing in and a view of a Picture 14X21 of Nancy right next to me. Second, I have her "Rose" from the Casket .. that I will "Kiss" whenever I think of her. In other words, she is very much still here with "Me"!
This is far from being True! As I remember each and every year that goes by, that I ones was married to a wonderful Lady. Anyone that had the pleasure calling such a "Lady" your "Wife", knows exactly what I'm talking about.
Let's go back a couple of days and we will come to Nancy's Birthday as well. I had chosen that day to go and visit her Gravesite. I felt more comfortable for some reason unknown to me? Maybe I do know? I did not want to be there on the date she passed away. This brings me to realize, it's been "Five" years already that have passed. I know time flies, but not like this! I of course picture what it would be like, was she still here?
One thing is certain, I would not have gone to China and find a equally wonderful Person in Qing. Life is strange for sure, when we look back that is and sum it all in as a whole. It definitely makes me believe, ones Path through Life is all set and planned by .. none other than "God" himself.
I can honestly say, if I was to pass away today .. I would do it with a smile. My Life to this point has been every bit rewarding and blessed. I also know who to thank the most, but I do have many wonderful People ( Family/Friends alike) to also give my Due's.
I didn't intent to make sad Post's here, as this is a Blog of "Happiness" and so it should stay to the finish. You might ask how I feel right now, writing this? I tell you, I feel happy and have not a sad bone in my body anymore. I have Candles burning in the room I'm writing in and a view of a Picture 14X21 of Nancy right next to me. Second, I have her "Rose" from the Casket .. that I will "Kiss" whenever I think of her. In other words, she is very much still here with "Me"!
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