Monday, September 14, 2009

A Dream with meaning !

As I will leave tonight 20 min. after midnight to be with my LaoPo again , this was my last night in my own Bed ...before returning .
I like to just copy and paste what I wrote in our Forum , for the ones not able to go there . Please let me know what you make out of this Dream of mine ?


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RE: Religion Thread
So , as last night was my last night in my own Bed .. as I'm leaving tonight for the Airport .I thought I share about my pretty restless night and the Dream that I had .I don't really know how or when it started , but what I remember the best ... is , I found myself in Bed next to my late Wife . We even started to make Love ( me knowing that I was married to Qing though ) , but before it got too far ... my late Wife handed me a piece of paper . Most of it was foggy but not the very bottom and it said in big print " I Love You " . Now as I loved this Woman for 30 year's AND knowing I was married again , my Mind started to think ? Here I am in a situation where I need to choose Nancy or Qing ? Mind you , I was still asleep . How can I tell either one ... I must leave you for the other ? At exact that moment I woke up and of course , now there was no choice to make .But , as I know ... every Dream has a meaning behind it .I concider this a message from above , that this Woman ( Nancy ) still loves me and want's the best for me ... even though she is only here in Spirit . This is actually not the first time , since she has passed away ... that I felt her Love for me .It's a great feeling , to go and see my Sweetheart / Wife Qing again , with what I see as Her's and God's blessing .

Friday, September 11, 2009

No need to tell !

I think that I not need to tell anybody , how excited I am ... to be Boarding the Plane to be with my Sweetheart again . Yes ... 98 hour's from the time I write this . Talking to my LaoPo , I can tell she is excited equally as much of course . After all it's been 6 1/2 month's , that's 198 day's without her touch , her smile , her laughter ... her kisses and warm hug's .

Anyway , I am all packed up . Have all my Paper's in order , Qing has gone through the Medical Exam. and all is just the way it should be ... healthy as a Flower can Bee .
Work is done at my Job , now it's time to enjoy my time with the most wonderful Person in my Life and have all the hard work going through all the paperwork ... rewarded .
As most of you know , since the Blogger is blocked in China , I can not post here until I get back . But , I will for sure have many happy moment's to report ... ones I'm back home .

*** I LOVE YOU , QING ... SEE YOU SOON ***

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Two busy Day's , shopping ... yeah !!!

Oh ... what would we do without some of those long ( three day ) Weekend's ?
This is special , well you call it here " Labor Day " . But most of the time , that's exactly what one winds up doing ... Labor !

Well , being single .... oooops , I mean alone and married , there is not going to be a Bar-B-Q just for me . No ... too much trouble , too hot outside anyway . So having these three day's of , one week before going back to China ... is great . Got my Packing 90% done . Picking up my Book of paper's from the Lawyer on Thursday and I'm pretty much set to go . Having nothing but my LaoPo on my Mind and how long it takes to get there .

I took this opportunity , Sat. and Today to go shopping . I was going to look for a couple of Gift's still and while I'm in the Store's already , check out ... what I wanted to do for the last couple of month's already . Buy some new Bed sheet's , pillow cover's , pillow safer's and new pillow's of course . The second item , I was looking for was Towel's ( oversized bath towel's ) and wash cloth's
to match . I swear , I learned this from my late Wife . So going to find those two item's , what do I buy first ? Some clothes for me , pant's and shirt's . Feeling good , let's go what we came in for ? Oh yeah ... Sheet's and Towel's .

Well , Saturday ... I came home with eight oversized bath towel's ( different color's ) and matching cloth's . Were on sale too . Next to the bedroom department , found a couple nice ( not cheap ) Sheet set's with two pillow cases . But since I was going to buy four new Pillow's , that meant two more extra cases . You can imagine me walking out of that store , you could barely see who was carrying the Bags . Now having bought all that , now it's time to clean out the Linen closet's ... of old worn out sheet's and towel's and who know's what else is there hidding ? This turn out to be very successful , it looked very nice and neat .
But .... yes the familiar " BUT ' . It looked so nice , I started to think ... while they are on sale , let's get some more . This is what I did this Sunday morning . So , now I have fourteen towel's , cloth's , four complete set's of beautiful Sheet's and of course all with two extra pillow cases . But ... haha , I did not throw all the old sheet's and towel's out the door , not the ones that were still in good condition ... I washed . That alone was four fullsized load's , of washing , drying and folding and putting them with the new . Oh ... sometime inbetween all that , I dusted , waxed all the Master Bedroom Furniture , vacuumed the Carpet too . To relax after all that , I went outside and cut all my Grass and checked and repaired sprinkler's , making sure they all work properly when I leave .

Anybody , know what I'm going to do tomorrow ? If anybody say's the word Work , I will personally come over and kick your Butt .

This is how I relax , write into my Blog . Looking at the Clock and counting the Hour's to go , till I get to the Airport . In other word's , nice thought's of my Sweetheart waiting for me ( she said ... she wont be late ) to receive me back into each other's Arms .
It's like a Dream , but the best part about it ... it's REAL .

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Ahhh .... looking forward to be at that very spot again .



Coming into Shanghai , this will be my fourth time now .


Now , why does it seem like it's the first time each and every time ... I meet my Sweetheart at Pu Dong ? I mean , except that we are married now , but there is alway's the feeling of something new .


This time it has been the longest that we have been apart , not counting my 54 previous year's . A long six and a half month's . I hope I still remember what she looks like ? I might have to check the Lady , that is going to jump up welcoming me , and see her ID Card .


So , it's two weeks away ... that I will be with my Qing and my new Family again . Not to forget , the City that I love for two reason's ... first , yeah ... because Qing was born there ... second , because of it's beauty and it's friendly People and the Food of course . Oh .. I know , that is more than two ! Let's say , there are hundred reason's .


Been counting the month's , week's ... now it's time to count the hour's , before lift -off .